By
Chinenye Unique Ilondu
Graduating from secondary school in 2007, all I
could dream of was getting admitted into the University to study my dream
course, Pharmacy. I registered for JAMB, scored 248 and I gallantly proceeded
to the University of Nigeria, Nsukka for my Post-UME thinking, “if I could
score 248 in JAMB, why can’t I score same or even higher in Post-UME?” To my
utter disappointment, I scored 212. From that point, I just knew that my hopes
of studying pharmacy that year had been shattered. I was offered Microbiology which
I half-heartedly accepted; at least I was in a University. I registered for
JAMB again while in 100 level. My roommates told me, “You have an edge. You are
in 100-level in the university. JAMB will be like a piece of cake”, and I
believed them.
The JAMB examination day came and I gallantly
proceeded to the examination hall. I just thought to myself that this time, I
was going to ‘jamb jamb’. I scored ‘242’ which was lower than I had scored when
I was not in the university. Once again, I was not offered Pharmacy.
I got to my 2nd year in the university
wanted to try JAMB again but missed out on the registration date so
I couldn't register. All I wanted to do was to study Pharmacy. I
tried to quench the desire but I couldn’t. I love Microbiology but I loved
Pharmacy more. Sadly, course transfer was not an option for Pharmacy in my
school. The only option I had was to write JAMB again and from my heart, I
didn’t want to go down that route again. I had no idea how I was going to study
for the JAMB examination and still study for my university exams too. I was so
disturbed that period. Eventually, I concluded that the most important thing
wasn’t how many years it took me to get what I wanted; the most important thing
is that I got it after all. I didn't want to spend the rest of my life looking
back and regretting why I never went for pharmacy when I was still young and
full of life.
Hearing some interesting stories of
people who had graduated from the university and still went back to study their
dream courses gave me the hope i needed to try again. I bought the UTME (JAMB)
form and registered. I took all my O’ level English, Physics, Chemistry and
Biology textbooks back to school, bought books that contained all the past
questions in all the subjects and devoted myself to diligent study. I
was so sure that it would be my last attempt. I had to resume my 3rd year
before my course mates so that I would have two weeks of intensive study before
they came back. I made a prayer to God, “Father, This is my last JAMB ever”. I
was ready to stretch myself to make sure I never wrote another JAMB. I was so
sure that my prayer had been answered that I started telling my friends that I
would soon be leaving them. Almost all of them found it weird that I was
already sure I was going to be admitted even before writing the exam. They said
“Write the exams first, then we will know what’s next” but I was just too sure!
This time, I wasn’t just going through
the pages of the textbooks, I was consciously trying to understand each
concept. Though I had always been excellent in Biology and English, I didn’t
allow over-confidence get the better of me because I knew that if I ignored
them, I wouldn’t still do well. I was not ready to leave any
stone upturned If I was going to get into Pharmacy, I had to have a
high score so I set my target to ‘280’. To score 280 meant I had to score 70%
in each subject. I started studying the past questions and each time aiming to
score 70%. I wanted to be ready a month before the exams and I just had 3
months to study. I set a target to answer four past questions per day hence in
2 months I would have answered all the past questions. I answered the
questions, marked and went on to review each question, match it with the
answers and check it up in the text book if I had to. I had to get all the
facts right.
A friend of mine who hadn’t been
admitted into the university at the time tried to discourage me. He told me how
he had applied to University of Benin, and had good scores yet he was not
admitted. He sincerely believed that I didn’t stand a chance because I wasn’t
from the Niger Delta or Edo State. Almost everyone I told discouraged me
concerning my institution of choice. At this point, I knew that the best I
could do for myself was to find inner strength in myself and encourage myself.
A month to JAMB, I was very ready. The day I wrote the examinations, I didn’t
even take my books to the venue like we used to do back then when we would read
and read till the examination officers called our names to enter the hall. I
was so confident. While I wrote, it wasn’t like the previous examinations I had
written. It was much easier.
The results were released and I went to
check mine. I scored 275! Wow!! I ran from the cyber-cafe to my hostel to tell
my roommates. I didn’t make my target but at least I was close. I was so
thankful. I couldn’t afford to waste my good score by not performing well in
the Post-UME. I studied all the past questions all over again not minding that
I still had knowledge of them. I was determined never to write these exams
again and I anchored all on God. In my Post-UME form, Pharmacy was my course of
first choice, second choice and third choice. It was either Pharmacy or
Pharmacy! I wrote the Post-UME and guess what? I was offered admission. Not
just that I was offered admission, I was offered Pharmacy and my name was on
the merit list! I couldn’t contain myself. I was overjoyed!
From all my ordeals, I learnt a lot
about academic excellence. I learnt that being an excellent student is not
about the number of pages you read in a day but the portion of those pages you
actually understand and can comfortably explain to someone else. Academic
excellence is not about the number of sentences and words you can successfully
memorize but the number you can remember years after. It’s not about being
friends with brilliant people but finding out their secrets and learning from
them. It’s not about copying people’s studying style but
finding out yours; it’s not about competing with anyone but surpassing your own
limitations
Being an excellent student is an
everyday choice. It is about having an unquenchable attitude of success. It is
about doing a little more than is required of you. It is about knowing which
study pattern works for you and sticking with it. It is
about realizing that what matters is what you know and understand.
I hope my story has inspired you to
strive to be your best. You can always be on the Merit List. Who
said you can’t get admitted into the course of your choice at your very first
trial? Many people have done it! Why can’t you? It is not enough to believe
that you can, you must enthusiastically work towards achieving it and you will!
Wouldn't You Rather Be Outstanding?
This is nice, I'm inspired!
ReplyDeleteFrom one pharmacist to another, well done! It's really nice to come across a young person that truly knows what they want. Don't lose that spirit! I wish you all the best.
ReplyDeleteVery inspiring...
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